Nitish Rai

Okay so I've been away for few days, i know i know it's not very professional but i was busy in some personal issues and also gathering ideas to write so yeah it took me a while. Now today is 17th of November and it's diwali,one of the huge festival of north india actually there diwali is tomorrow but here they are celebrating today. So yesterday was great i was at molten delight having my regular cappuccino, sitting outside watching people passing by, and of course judging them. Then after a while two girls entered and one of them was wearing a black dress and she was looking pretty and as usual ketan was poking me to go and talk to her and for me it's never a big deal to kick start a convo. But at that moment i realized that something was stopping me something that i was unaware of, it was controlling my actions. So it didn't happen. Anyways yesterday i was up till 1 or 2 i was deciding something (more like gathering ideas) and then after deciding i slept and...

Okay, the pretentious stranger what could that mean. I mean we all pretend to be someone we are not due to many reasons in our life, pretending to be friend or happy or excited about something or someone to get something. Most of the time we do it because we get something when we pretend, we get things like respect or company of someone we like. But pretending to be a complete stranger and especially with someone you've spent some very special and good moments with. Why we do it, when do we do it and what we get ?! So yeah the question is why do we do it , why when that someone is special to you but still you have to be a stranger. I got the answer to this question when I was saying goodbye to someone, we were going to take a decision and right before taking that decision I asked “why, why do we have to do it when everything should be perfect so why isn't it? ” and I got the answer "nothing can ever be perfect, there will always be problems you have to face it. Only th...

Getting started, that beginning of something new for the very first time that feeling feels good. It feels that you're starting something meaningful and productive, so every time you step in to some area be it Reading, writing, riding, relationship etc. That first step or the first thing is really memorable which defines you, which leaves an impact and help you carve yourself. And it's important to remember those things because where ever you are now you will always know that you started with that first things, it was your stepping stone. For me there have been many pleasurable first experience. Relationships - Everyone goes through these things many times in your life, you might have a lot of relationship. But you can never forget the first girl in your life. Now i know you guys will be like "C'mon bro, I'm over her and i have moved on i don't remember her and all" and yes you may have I'm not saying you haven't but every time you start a new...